the moth-the streetcar named desire

Do you know what is moth?
It belongs to the butterfly's family, but unlike butterfly, they only come out at night. Why?
Because it cannot stand strong light, especially sunlight.

But the funny things is that, it also has fatal attraction towards light and the flame that become the source of light that can harm them.

I’m not sure whether it crosses your mind that, we human also just like those moth that only came out at night. we tend to be attracted to things that we knew going to get us into trouble or harm us.

We knew that junk foods and fast foods are bad for our health, but it doesn't stop us from eating it every time we're going out. we all knew that drugs cannot be abused or else it will harm our body and we'll be punished by the law because abusing drugs is against the law. yet, take a look around us, there quite a large number of our younger generation and not to mention adults abused drugs and become drug addicts.

Even in our personal relationship, some of us just cannot help falling in love with the wrong guy or woman that doesn't suit them. Yet they still want to be in the relationship now matter how awful their relationship turn out.

There many married women out there that suffer from relationship but they do not dare to walk out of the relationship, because they thinking of the welfare of their children and afraid of the changes that they going to face after the separation. They also afraid of the negative perceptions of society on divorced women. Isn’t it sad?

As for me, I knew coffee is bad for me, but I just cannot get through a day without thinking how nice it would be to have a cup of steamy black coffee waiting for me for breakfast or after a class. I don’t know much about relationship but I do know that if the relationship only manage in making me suffer, I would rather be alone but happy than be together with someone but have to suffer…

I also realize that, if you could fall in love, you could also fall out of love… and if the love that you have now, gives you nothing but suffering and sadness, then, it is not love. If it hurts you, get out of that relationship. Learn to love yourself more.